I have put ideas in to the Universe and now just have to wait for them to happen. Scary to think it could take one day two weeks two years or even twenty years. Patience is one hard thing to grasp and really accept. But I will. Universe don’t let me down.
Lately I have been struggling in a situation that involves the idea of “prayer.” I don’t believe in God, and realistically I don’t know what I believe in at all. My friend was in a horrible accident and I find myself wondering how and who to speak to. What do i do. Where do I put my energy my hope to get to her to make her be ok and snap out of this dream state she is in. Life is so crazy. Slow down look around and appreciate. Day by day nice and slow and appreciate. Everything is out of your control.
Dreams are beautiful Danielle but it’s time for you to wake up my love. We are waiting and will see you soon beautiful girl.
”If there’s any kind of magic in this world, it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. I know, it’s almost impossible to succeed, but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.”
“Before getting to my mother’s house, I would always think of her on the porch or even on the street, sweeping. She had a light way of sweeping, as if removing the dirt were not as important as moving the broom over the ground. Her way of sweeping was symbolic; so airy, so fragile, with a broom she tried to sweep away all the horrors, all the loneliness, all the misery that had accompanied her all her life…”
— Reinaldo Arenas (Before Night Falls: A Memoir)
Reinaldo Arenas is such an important influence in my thoughts.